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《淡岛百景》

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老师 这个

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这是我老家的一种名产

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谢谢

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(烤馒头)
你老家是在群马对吧

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(烤馒头)
对

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有好好休息了吗

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有

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我刚好也有东西要给你

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只是在附近的商店街买的

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老师 听说您是这里人

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没错 我是在淡岛出生和长大

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你居然知道

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我也在东京生活过

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但没有作为女演员闯出名号

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所以想趁年轻赶快修正轨道

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算是小小的自尊心

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认为这才是自己追求的道路

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但毕业生们一定会提到老师的名字

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她是伟大的恩师

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讨厌 你看了毕业公演的DVD吧

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对

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不是

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因为我母亲已经完全变成淡岛迷了

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我回家后
发现有一堆录像带和DVD

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我暑假期间也一直在看

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但你应该有说我是很吓人的老师吧

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对

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老实说 我并不觉得老师很可怕

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只觉得您应该是一位严厉的人

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对不起

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像大家一样谈恋爱

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跟外婆和母亲撒娇

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崇拜父亲 偶尔和父母吵架

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在我的人生中什么都没有

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(伊吹桂子与日柳夏子)

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因为我的外婆虽然是美女

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却会咒骂亲生女儿
也就是我母亲 是个废物

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是因为父亲的血统太深了吗

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你好像需要稍微整修一下

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对正值青春期的孙女
都能说出这种话

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臭老太婆…

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我这恶劣的性格就是遗传自你

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老不死

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我无法原谅她直到临终前
都想装优雅

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明明不是什么了不起的人

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快点痛苦死去吧

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难道她以为不会受到这种报复吗

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到最后一刻都活在梦里的老人
真令人傻眼

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看到她被烧成骨灰的样子

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我也只觉得那又怎样

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咒骂我的冈部绘美

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与那天的自己重迭了

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我所做的事情
和那个丑陋的老太婆一样

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讽刺的是
我被吐口水时的那张脸

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想必和外婆一模一样吧

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如果毁掉一个人的人生
才能获得幸福

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那就等于必须承认外婆的人生

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唯独这点我死也不愿意

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听说冈部绘美死了

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想道歉的人已经不在这个世上

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"对不起"这句话空虚地消逝

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对不起 对不起

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这句话越说越廉价

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我也在录像带看过老师的妈…

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(不对)
我也在录像带看过老师的妈…

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母亲的作品

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母…亲?

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刚才那个难道是玩笑

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好可爱

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我母亲和我长得不像吧

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是吗

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因为是黑白的 看不清楚…

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她长得很土气

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不过很可爱 所以我喜欢

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自己所做的事 是为了赎罪吗

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这种东西或许只是伪善

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但我不能停止思考

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必须持续思考

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我不想再看到像我这样的人

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或是像冈部绘美那样的人了

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那…那个…

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其实我今天是来拜托老师一件事

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能不能请您帮我签名

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看到你带伴手礼过来

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还在想是什么事

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对…对不起

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正题是那个吗

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我也有看老师的作品

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雪之女王吧

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对

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只有那部获得好评哦

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外婆睁大双眼的模样令我难忘

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冈部绘美盯着我看的强烈眼神
烙印在脑海中

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挥之不去

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反抗我的跟班们的表情

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好想干脆从自己的人生中谢幕

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但我不能停止思考

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必须持续思考

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谢谢您

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不能对畏惧我
却仰慕我的学生撒娇

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我想要拥有属于自己的真正家庭

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(山路瑠璃子与日柳夏子)

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瑠璃子这个名字是母亲取的

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她还自吹自擂说
这个名字很适合长得像狸猫的脸

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这也算是母亲的一种赞美吗

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虽然现在已经无从得知了

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瑠璃子

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你妈妈真的是个很过分的人

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我从来没听过有母亲
会在女儿生日时跑去国外玩乐

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不是啦 奶奶

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妈妈是去工作

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很厉害吧 是海外公演哦

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我会买漂亮的发饰给你

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因为是搭船去 没办法很快回来

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要听爸爸的话 当个乖孩子哦

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她就是不肯说要听奶奶的话

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回国的母亲的行李箱里

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并没有出现满心期待的发饰

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黑沼先生说会帮你写推荐信

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谢谢

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真羡慕山路同学

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我也好想当大明星的女儿

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没那回事

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你这个人

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那种说法对山路同学太失礼了吧

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为什么啊

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讲得好像她是靠妈妈的力量进来的

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没关系 就是这样

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我的确是透过母亲牵线才得到推荐

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听到了吗

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原来是真的啊

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天啊

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看来她迟早会成为顶尖人物

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要送什么贡品好呢

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讨厌

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你也太老实了吧

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那种人会打听任何对你不利的事

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你必须学会避开这种事

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你的母亲一定很擅长吧

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我是山本雅子

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请多指教

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日柳夏子…

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我是崇拜你的母亲才来到淡岛

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忘…忘了自我介绍

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我是山路瑠璃子 请多指教

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一定是因为妈妈有很多女儿

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除了我以外的女儿

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比我更适合 真正的女儿们

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(特辑主题 母亲和女儿)

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(访问山路瑠璃子同学)
(日柳夏子是怎样的母亲)

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(从家庭内部观察日柳夏子)

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因为是母亲节的访谈

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这样啊

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事到如今 要说什么好呢

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我和母亲之间没什么回忆

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那样也没关系

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也可以聊聊你少年时代
其实希望怎么和母亲相处

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你是第一个对我这么说的人

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大家都是想听我母亲的事
而不是我的事才来的

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但我没什么内容可说

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总是让大家很为难

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我听说咯

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恭喜你结婚

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但这只是我们两人之间的决定

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必须说服日柳夏子才行吗

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对

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那还真是棘手呢

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请问…

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您是英雅小姐吗

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对

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是…是本人

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婚礼一定要请我哦 朝比奈瑠璃

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会用那个名字叫我的 只剩你了哦

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(结婚申请书)

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是一位叫伊吹的人

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我知道

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我接受过很多次他的采访

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我讨厌凤眼的男人

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妈妈

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要结婚的人是我

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那时候我终于
想要拥有属于自己的真正家庭

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美子其实是写作美丽的孩子哦

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因为我实际上真的长得很漂亮

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说是怕被邻居嫉妒
才改成写平假名哦

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不会吧

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是真的哦

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哎呀 瑠璃子 好久不见

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你们好

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你长大了呢

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上次见面的时候 还是个小婴儿

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妈妈 奶奶在叫你

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那么我们也差不多该告辞了

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又是剧团的聚会吗

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对

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-我爱的人只有美丽的丈夫
-瑠璃子很可怜哦

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-我爱的人只有美丽的丈夫
-你平常就只在乎工作

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-无论是以前还是以后
-放假也老是和剧团的人混在一起

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-都只有他一个
-那孩子一定也想跟你说说话吧

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宽一先生跟你不像

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真是太好了

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日柳小姐平常放假都是怎么过的

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我是没有嗜好的无趣女人

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朋友们倒是常参加
游艇和露营等活动

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过得很开心

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既然如此 请务必跟我在一起

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这样的男人我见多了

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我虽然从事演员工作

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但生活其实很朴素

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因为身体不太强健

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开始学表演是父亲的安排

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大概是想让我多接触外面的空气吧

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在那样的延伸下
才有了现在的工作吧

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对

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不过也许是长年养成的习惯

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我喜欢待在房间里静静看书

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我也是个无趣的男人

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演员佐野浩二的本名叫山路宽一

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那时候的我真的很奇怪

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明明是工作上初次见面的人

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却像小女孩玩游戏那样

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幻想自己成为山路美子

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事实上 1年后的确变成那样

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瑠璃子

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小瑠璃

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我觉得她作为宽一先生和我的女儿

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长得不够出色

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长得很像

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像婆婆

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美子

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你的名字其实是写作美丽的孩子哦

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因为你和我长得很像

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身为美丽母亲的美丽女儿

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对我来说 是最大的心灵支柱

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美丽的人 生命为何总是如此短暂

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无论是母亲

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还是丈夫

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是瑠璃子吗

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进来吧

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瑠璃子真害羞呢

241
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看吧 脸都红透了

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去叫妈妈过来

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好

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还有去跟奶奶要一颗糖

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拿一颗瑠璃子喜欢的颜色

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要好好慎重挑选

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妈妈

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爸爸在叫你

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妈妈…

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父亲去世前的那一年

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我觉得母亲一直绷紧神经在度日

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每次父亲叫她时

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她都在想是不是今天

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会不会明天早上醒来

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父亲就不在了

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简直就像是母亲在接受死亡宣告

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虽然我非常喜欢父亲

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但那时候还太年幼了

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被母亲拥抱的记忆

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前后就只有那一次

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那让我感到非常开心

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美子 瑠璃子就拜托你了

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00:16:27,753 --> 00:16:31,505
真伤脑筋 你要是哭个不停

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我就会留下牵挂吧

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喂 美子

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我们好好道别吧

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伊吹女士 对不起

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吉田奶奶中途身体不舒服

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没关系 今天我女儿会过来

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是吗? 太好了

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伊吹女士今天容光焕发
看起来很高兴

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是吗

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00:17:09,557 --> 00:17:13,081
你好像需要稍微整修一下

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是因为父亲的血统太深了吗

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小桂

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她就是那种个性 你别放在心上

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小桂也是美女哦

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别说了 外婆是绝世美女吧

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现在也是漂亮的老人

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我打从心底同情妈妈

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那种人居然是母亲

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妈 身体还好吗

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看了就知道吧

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不用担心 我很快就会死

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还能说这种讨人厌的话

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看来应该没问题

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我听瑠璃子说了

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请不要太欺负我的女儿

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00:18:17,250 --> 00:18:18,861
还不都是你害的

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凤眼男

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幸好帮佣看起来很和善

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00:18:26,056 --> 00:18:28,956
工作也很快就上手

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00:18:29,501 --> 00:18:31,698
前一个人说要离职的时候…

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瑠璃子…

295
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刚才桂子来了

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真难得呢

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那孩子叫我去死

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还骂我臭老太婆

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太过分了

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你也希望我去死吧

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我没这么想

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骗人

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因为我完全不是个好母亲

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我不会道歉

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00:19:16,302 --> 00:19:19,304
我终于能说出想说的话了

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这孩子就是我

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00:19:23,949 --> 00:19:30,399
是那个被我封印在体内的自己

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母亲的丧礼上 我一滴泪都没流

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后来送走了丈夫

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失去了朋友

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每次我都觉得
眼泪是不是永远流不干

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小桂 你有没有好对象

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讨厌 你以为我几岁了

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00:20:06,299 --> 00:20:08,802
早就过了适婚年龄

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没那回事 无论几岁都可以谈恋爱

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不过 也是

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选择不谈恋爱也是一种自由

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母亲和我虽然很像

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但她的个性很软弱

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身体也不强健

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00:20:36,058 --> 00:20:38,150
美貌变成祸根

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让她吃了不少苦头吧

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想战胜红颜薄命
像我这种个性正好啦

324
00:20:49,103 --> 00:20:52,502
为什么不对瑠璃子说
而是对我说呢

325
00:20:53,307 --> 00:20:55,513
因为你是外人啊

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00:20:56,605 --> 00:20:58,499
瑠璃子也是外人

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就算血脉相连 也是独立的个体

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所以我才讨厌你啊

329
00:21:10,358 --> 00:21:12,050
很像妈的作风吧

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00:21:14,856 --> 00:21:15,911
太迟了

331
00:21:16,654 --> 00:21:17,917
一切都太迟了

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00:21:18,957 --> 00:21:22,157
我已经无法再为母亲落泪了

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00:21:22,846 --> 00:21:24,352
因为已经放弃了

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00:21:25,402 --> 00:21:26,799
因为已经谢幕了

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00:21:30,601 --> 00:21:32,312
因为我很讨厌她

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00:21:35,353 --> 00:21:40,014
在我看来 你们其实还满像的

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00:21:40,948 --> 00:21:42,351
都很笨拙

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00:21:45,299 --> 00:21:47,954
我也想象父亲那样被她爱着

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00:21:48,696 --> 00:21:51,604
但我觉得不可能 所以放弃了

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00:21:53,559 --> 00:21:56,660
她完全不是个好母亲

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00:21:59,898 --> 00:22:01,705
但我曾经很喜欢她

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00:22:02,500 --> 00:22:04,501
希望她能回头看我

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00:22:06,355 --> 00:22:09,846
希望她有一天能再次温柔拥抱我

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00:22:11,598 --> 00:22:15,805
母亲一定会送我在国外买的发饰吧

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00:22:17,203 --> 00:22:20,148
我一定无法掩饰喜悦

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00:22:20,149 --> 00:22:24,802
一次又一次凝视母亲的脸庞

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00:22:27,349 --> 00:22:30,660
虽然我不会再因为想念母亲而哭

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但我学会了去爱人